"It's one of those things people say. You can move on until you let go of with the past.
Letting go is the easy part, it's the moving on that's painful.
So sometimes we fight it, trying to keep things the same. Things can't stay the same though. At some point you just have to let it go.
Because no matter how painful it is. It's the only way we grow."
Grey's Anatomy [8.20] - The Girl with No Name
I try to move on, I did, but the universe always try to f*ck you up & guess what? You end up wanting it even more.
I guess, this is one of God's joke so you can enjoy life & got f*cked up again & again & again & again. :p