Wednesday, January 22, 2014

That-2013-Palm-Reading-Moment.


Remembering my 2013 palm reading moment.. I still got chills remembering it until this very day…
So, this is the reflection of the reading & the things that I should do to be better, which are fucking true, mostly. :)

"Don’t be ridiculous, Edison. Be REALISTIC. 
Dream big is OK, but stop dreaming of things that you know will never happen. 
Stop thinking about the what-ifs.
Focus on reasonable stuff in life.
Be less complex & over-think-too-much-on-everything.
Less drama, less complaining, be more thoughtful & mature.
Get your head & your heart in-synch.
*crossing fingers*” – View on Path.

Remembering my 2013 palm reading moment by a close friend.
I still got chills remembering it until this very day...

So, this is the reflection of the reading & the things that I should do to be better, which are fucking true, mostly. :)

"Don't be ridiculous, Edison.
Be REALISTIC.
Dream big is OK, but stop dreaming of things that you know will never happen.
Stop thinking about the what-ifs.
Focus on reasonable stuff in life.
Be less complex & over-think-too-much-on-everything.
Less drama, less complaining, be more thoughtful & mature.
Get your head & your heart in-synch."
*crossing fingers*

xoxo,

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Weird Feeling on January 2014.


Maybe I should just stop looking & be grateful with what I have right now.
Well, it's not like I stop learning, I should be like, less is enough & it should be OK for me.
If it's meant to be, it will be yours, just keep doing what's best that you can do in every work. :)
*suddenly feeling less bitter & happier... Weird feeling... Let 2014 be the year off letting go all the bad things & welcoming all the amazing things..*

xoxo,

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Another UNSHARING Moment on PATH. MarioTeguhWannabe!


Ow...
Baru diunshare sama si Wannabe-Mario-Teguh rupanya...

Sok-sok gak suka sama orang-orang yang pasif agresif karena ada what-so-called temennya di ranah per-Path-an ini yang suka begitu & merasa terkena aura arwah negatifnya...

Cong, gue kasih tau ye, LO JUGA POSTINGNYA PASIF AGRESIF KALI. Gak usah bikin pernyataan lo gak suka & berharap orang tersebut langsung japri aja, in fact, you're the same person, just, well, trying to be wiser as Mario Teguh. *GAG!*

FUCK Mario Teguh & japri aja sendiri langsung.

You & me, we're the same kok, we're both attention whores & being one is awesome because this is social media, you are expected to be attention whores.

Hmm... should I post his name here? NOT.

I feel digusted by you. I really do, Wannabe-Mario-Teguh. Hope you have a good life, being someone that is TOO-POSITIVE in life.

Positif? Test-pack kehamilan kali!

xoxo,

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

You're Such a Mess, Edison.


Well, it feels like a broken record, been having this so-called “problems” inside my head over & over again.
And these things that you do, this overthinking thingy, it sucks, Edison.
You should just stop creating scenarios in your head, expecting & wanting things happen just like you planned out.
Well, the fact is, it never will go as you planned; all the expectation, all the assumption, let’s say goodbye to it, shall we?
Again, this monologue is fucked up. Talking to myself is also fucked up.
Such a mess, I am.
Go back to sleep!

http://quotepix.com/pictures/12432.jpg

xoxo,
 

Friday, January 10, 2014

Dating-Meet-Up-Rejected.


Suddenly feeling that rejection are becoming my thing in dating or meet-ups.

I know, I shouldn't feel down or low about myself, maybe it didn't work out or something, but what if those things keeps on happening over & over & over again? Kinda gerting tired of it. Like, losing-patience-kind-of-tired.

Is it me?
Or the the other person not appreciating me?
Fuck lah.

*Well, just saying.*

xoxo,

Monday, January 6, 2014

I LIKE YOU. LIKE A LOT.


So, here’s the thing.

I never tell you that I like you. Well, I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOU, LIKE A LOT, in a romantically & sexually way.

That, I said it, passive aggresively only ya.

Why?

Because I know you only see me as a good friend, that-you-can-tell-anything-kinda-friend, not that friends-with-benefit-kinda-friend.

Also, there’s a big chance that IF I said it to your face that I like you romantically, our friendship will be ruined & most definitely you make a boundaries between us & you’ll silently go away.

And it’ll break my heart & I’ll fucked up even more than before.

So, what should I do with these feeling?
Should I tell?
Or should I not tell?

I am so fucked up. Inside & outside.

xoxo,

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Don't Be Jealous Just Be Fabulous. In Your Own Way.


Malam-malam buka Facebook salah satu sahabat gue yang lagi-lagi berplesir ria ke luar negeri. Ya well, tiap hari sih liat postingan update trip dia jadi basically udah tahu apa aja yang dia lakukan.

Tapi lama kelamaan gue kok jadi jengah & jadinya mupeng binti iri hati ya? Kayaknya enak banget jalan-jalan melulu tanpa bekerja sama sekali & duitnya ngalir aja terus tanpa henti.

Jahat sih gue ya secara dia sahabat gue sendiri tapi gue beneran iri banget dengan hidupnya yang bener-bener gak pernah susah payah untuk mendapatkan duit & bikin gue merasa gue kok susah amat ya, mau liburan aja harus ngumpulin duit sampek gak makan.
 
*jauh-jauh deh perasaan iri hati ini, setiap orang punya hokinya sendiri, camkan itu Edison…*
 
Well, maybe I should say this to myself; don't be jealous, just be fabulous in your own way.
 
xoxo,