Thursday, March 10, 2011

Quote-of-the-Day: Burt Hummel - Glee

"When you're intimate with someone in that way, you gotta know that you're exposing yourself.
You're never gonna be more vulnerable, and that scares the hell out of a lot of guys...With two guys you've got two people who think that sex is just sex.
It's gonna be easier to come by and once you start, you aren't gonna want to stop.
You gotta know that it means something.
It's doing something to you, to your heart, to your self-esteem, even though it feels like you're just having fun..
When you're ready, I want you to be able to do everything.
But when you're ready, I want you to use it as a way to connect to another person.
Don't throw yourself around like you don't matter, because you matter."

(Burt Hummel - Glee 02x15: Sexy)

The new episode of Glee was a little wreck, but one thing that I like was the sex-talk between Kurt Hummel & his dad, Burt Hummel.
I was touched, moved, awed & impressed by the writings of this particular scene, and oh, also the Santana's coming out to Britanny scene, but I still prefer this one. :)

.mister.dison. suddenly misses his dad, SO MUCH. :'(


Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Good Bye, Good Luck, Until We Meet Again.

So, a dear close friend of mine, Mr.Han, decided that, he wanted to go home to his hometown, Surabaya. The talk about him leaving Jakarta has been around since 2-3 months ago, prior to the family thing but somewhat the decision was put on hold.

He decided to stay in Jakarta until he gets a new job but in the end, he decided to go home after all, although, some companies had already contacted him for a job. He said to me, the main reason he's leaving Jakarta is that he feels lonely. I guess, that's what you're going to feel when your living alone, jobless & have no significant other by your side. How about friends? Well, most of his friends *including myself* are busy with work & stuff, so the time that we got for him are after work hours, when most of us are tired & pretty swamped.

I guess that being lonely can eat people's spirit up, you can feel mellow-ish or even overly-melodramatic-drama-queen-phase. :)  I can see that Mr. Han isn't happy anymore & his decision to go back to his hometown maybe would be the right decision to do. He has friends here, like a lot, but somehow, I think something is missing, I don't what or why, but I can see it, in a way. Maybe because he misses his best friend Mr. We who went back to his hometown Makasar, or missing his significant other in Shanghai, studying Mandarin; or maybe his family & all the family drama in Surabaya or well, I don't know, it's not my place to be "key-poh" :)

When he talked to me about this decision, I was pretty shocked, disappointed & sad. Another close friend of mine is leaving me again. But, as a friend, it's not my decision to hold him here, I can only give him advice so that he can weigh his options & eventually make the right decision. It's hard for me you know, encouraging your friend to do what's best, but, hey, it's his life. He's the one who's taking control & living it the way he wanted. I can't do anything about it.

He asked me if this is the right decision? Did he make some pretty crazy idea or something? How about his friends? I'm sad, bla bla bla.
Well, the thing that I said was, if this what you wanted, then do it, nothing's going to stop you. Don't think about anything else, just do what you think is right & stick to that decision, no second guessing or whatsoever. Oh, I almost forgot to Mr. Han is going back to Surabaya & will be going to have a trip around China with his family, and after that, he's going to Shanghai to meet his significant other & planning a life there, or maybe to another country. While in Shanghai, he's going to take some Mandarin classes. Yay to him!

Anyways, this thing about second-guessing-should-I-dot-it-or-not also happened to my dear friend Ms. Bee a couple years ago when she asked me whether she should go to China or not. My answer to that very question is still the same, YOU HAVE TO GO! No question. Man, you got the opportunity to go, why waste it? You also got the money to actually go back to school, so why second guessing? Your parents are paying for it. Opportunities like that does not come twice. If I had the money, I will definitely go. 

And so, Mr. Han decided to go with the plan. Go back to Surabaya, go travelling with his family to China, visit his significant other in Shanghai, try find some schools there; go back to Indonesia & off to Shanghai again to build a life there.

We come to the end of this blog post. Mr. Han, if you're reading this, just remember one thing, you're making the right decision & please, don't mind us, your friends here will be just fine, in fact, we're happy for you, you're going an extra-extra-extra mile to chase your love & be with your significant other, you know I'm a very hopelessly romantic person & by doing what you're doing right now is a-big-bold-beautiful thing to do.
If you're happy & we're also happy.
I am happy for you.

And then, I have to say this, it's been a wonderful time being with you, all those "campy" time in your car, the dancing around like some crazy people, all those bullying, teasing & some harassing moments that you did, all those singing-the-same-songs-everytime-we-went-karaoke-ing, all those hilarious jokes, crazy talk, laughing out lout moments or maybe some pretty dead-hardcore-discussion about life & stuff.
I'm so blessed.

So, good bye for now, oh no, not good bye, see you again. Maybe in Surabaya, or when you're visiting Jakarta again or maybe in Shanghai or anywhere else in the world, I don't know where, but, hey, we'll meet again. Drive carefully ya!

.mister.dison. is feeling very emotional right now, OMG, he's crying. *sad but happy*

Big hugs & some sloppy cipika-cipiki,

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Quote-of-the-Day: Liz Parker - Roswell

The tough thing about following your heart is what people forget to mention. That sometimes your heart takes to places that you shouldn’t be, places that are as scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring.
And sometimes your heart takes you to places that can never lead to a happy ending.
And that’s not even the difficult part.
The difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal, you go into the unknown… and once you do, you can never go back”  
-Liz Parker-
(Roswell - 1x4 Leaving Normal) [link]

So, should I follow my heart, make peace with myself & be happy with the consequences?
*Yes, you should .mister.dison.*

Friday, March 4, 2011

And there you go, iPad 2.

So, iPad 2. Yes, it's another shimmery-sparkly-Apple-product & I bet that A LOT of people will definitely be killing each other just to get their hands on this gadget.

At the 3nd of March 2011, Apple introduced its 2nd generation of iPad with a new design, that is 33% thinner & 15% lighter than the 1st generation. iPad 2 use Apple’s new dual-core A5 processor, so yes, the performance will be faster. It also has two cameras for FaceTime & PhotoBooth & for capturing 720p HD video. For the screen, iPad 2 still using the same 9.7 inch LED-backlit LCD screen. Hey, about the price? It's still the same as the 1st generation.
Click here for more information about the features & click here for the tech specs of the product.

How about colours? Black or white or other colours available? Nah, just those two, but iPad 2 also comes with Smart Cover [link] (there are 10 colours of it) to cover/protect your iPad screen.

And anyways, I feel sorry for those who bought the first generation of iPad, I really do. Why is that? Well, you know lah, the waiting process to actually get the iPad. Pffftt....  Oh, almost forgot, iPad 2 will be released at March 11th 2011.

Well, .mister.dison., interested enough to actually have one? Errr... NOT. As I said at my last post about some Apple products [link], for me, personally, I don't need this bigger-sized-iPod-Touch. Just saying. :) 


Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Bandung Getaway. May 13th 2010.

Little getaway to Bandung. May 13th, 2010.
Pictures are courtesy of Dae Bie [link].

Jl. Bukit Pakar Timur Ciburial No. 1 Bandung.
Telp. (022) 91156299, (022) 253 1074


Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Poke. Poke. Your. Eyes. Out.

So, maybe some of you wonder, why on earth that this guy make lots & lots & lots of pictures of himself, doing unbelievably-completely-utterly-FAILED-poses & posted on his blog?
Definitely an attention whore lor! He's looking for some sensation or scandals to enhance his blog's traffic so then he can be some kind of an internet celebrity, that's the reason! Am I right?
What it is then? I'm making fun of myself. Make myself look so humiliating & also to make a point for some of  my friends saying that, I'm not ashamed for these pictures that I taken.
You want to show these pictures to your friends? Do it! I dare every each one of you!

For this picture above, I know you guys @slashan & @Eliz_Chen would be very pleased if I post these pictures. You know what, @slashan posted & showed the-I-am-a-cheerleader pictures to ALL OF HIS FRIENDS & @Eliz_Chen used it as her BBM profile pictures. Ow Mai Goat!
*please, stop, PLEASE STOP!! I need a therapy now, I NEED MY THERAPY!!!*
*NIGHTMARE! Heeeellllppppp..... I'm scared, for life...* 
To make these picture above EVEN WORSE than before, I give you the video of cheer-performance. Yes, this is a nightmare, NIGHTMARE!!! Don't play it if you still want to get sleep tonight.
And oh, FYI, we went totally all out at this talent show, knowing that WE WERE THE SOLE WINNER & got the price money, it was around 800 thousand. But instead, there was a twist within the committee, they changed the rules! We, instead of winning the price money for almost 1 million, only got 250 thousand Rupiah & some snack packages. WHATJEFAKKKK....

Another self-indulgent, narcissistic & attention-whore-mode-on blog post from .mister.dison.
Admit it, YOU ARE AN ATTENTION WHORE, .mister.dison., just like what @wlauw said earlier today.